Sunday, May 21, 2006

Happy Birthday to Me

I wld lyke to announce that I haf the best bdae ever! The most memorable, greatest, most interesting n fun bdae ever!! =D

Special thanks fer ppl whu wished me.. a big big thank yew to :von,ster,flor,boon,mydearest jer, shanshan, junhao, suxian, jh kor, sengpeng, ebo, peipei, eileen, rhoda, linn, weelun, mag, ade, nessa, helmi, evon, wquan n eric.. thanks fer rmbing =)

Special special thanks fer PRF.. thanks fer making my bdae celebration so memorable. haha. thanks quackiex. -__- oh wells.. Reali love the collage n gift.. n esp the celebration. U all have brought so much joy n laughters into my life. I am reali grateful to God fer good frens lyke you all.. abab loves u all=D

Special special thanks to von n shaofen. thanks fer the nice bracelet. heex. its reali veri nice. I so hapi to receive it lahs. Got stars nehs!! =D love ya all. n thanks von fer the nice memories booklet.. its so sweet of you lorhs.. I love you!! =D

Special special thanks to minghong, ster n von ... thanks fer walking the BIG walk wif me. haha.. thanks fer the accompany thruout.. thanks fer the wonderful surprise.. its reali pleasant.. N i am really touched.. I love you all!! =D

Special special thanks to ebo! thanks fer being a great company. hmms. thanks fer the treats n gifts. haha. I feel so bad fer having you spend so much.. =( anewaes. I reali had lotsa fun.. the movie rawks lahs. haha. thanks fer putting a smile on my face even though, I am so shagged. I will always rmb what u said to me..=)

Special special thanks to Jer.. thanks fer taking the trouble to meet me.. Sory fer having you shorten ur KL trip. urms. yups.. thanks fer spending time wif me.. hais.. too bad, time just flew past so quickly before I knew it.. yups.. thanks alot.. you gav a happy ending to my bdae.. =D I love euu.. =)

lastly.. just wana say.. THANK YEW!!

ps: more details n pics will be up tml.. got so many nice pics.. weeeeeeeee~ i love you all !!=D *hugs*

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR=D

Oh wells. todae's my dear's bday. happy birthday to him once again. hmms. Oh wells. He's too busy enjoying himself wif his frens again. hmms. oh wells. Can't blame him. Its his day. *shrugs* =) hmms.

Todae just sucks. Gees. My poor jc1s hafta help the concert band put chairs n remove them. hmms. Sorry eileen. Not that I dun enjoy wrking wif you. But I dun lyke to do such SAI KANG wrk. N whats worse is that all of us merely got sabo-ed! argh. Hmms. And what do we get frm all this? Pathetic CIP hrs. oh wells. If we needed CIP hrs, we can organise more interesting things lorhs. And if the job is badly done, we get all the blames. How great! =( Dun lyke. Dun lyke. argh. Ther goes my weekend. argh.

Am so so so so sick. I think I m losing my voice. argh. haish. This sucks lahs. hmms. =( sobs. anewaes, gona thank ebo fer comforting me. you rawkx. hmms. thanks alot. =) thanks fer making my dae alittle beta. haha. Gona go rest lers. haven been resting enuff lately. Been too busy. argh. =( I need retail therapy!! But I heard that friday I've got rehearsal?!! @!#%!%@$@ argh. I'm dying of stress n depression. I need retail therapy. BADLY!! =(

`Off to bed liaos. =(

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

I PONNED SCHOOL TODAE!!

Before I start on my post...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JER! *though its few hrs earlier*

Alrights. Done. Yups. I ponned school todae. Fer my dear. haha. Heard that half the class ponned sch too. Geez. Its becuming the klas's trend lers. Tsktsktsk. Can't believe this bunch of us are taking the A lvls in a few mths' time. >.<

Oh wells. Hmms. Woke up darn early todae. Haha. All the msges. haha. Cldnt go back to slp. haha. Hmms. Dear called me when he woke up before he went sch fer miting. Den I went out ard one plus to go get cake fer him. heys. I rmbed to bring a lighter!! haha. So proud of myself. Heex. Passed him everything in the car. Argh. Sang bdae song fer him too even though I had a bad throat todae. Duno whether he's touched or nts. haha. hmms. Oh wells. Yups. Went watch Poseidon n MI 3.. Nt bad lahs. Its been sum time since I watched movies wif dear. hmms.. yups. I enjoyed myself todae. Perhaps.. more than he did. *grins*

Hmms. Oh yarhs. My PE teacher called me halfway thru MI3. But I din noe whu she is. Until the end of the call.. then both of us realised whu we were toking to. haha. So funny lahs. Aneways. Gona get real busy liaos.. hmms.. The club is involved in College Day. *gosh*

`i noe what i wan fer my bdae lers - fer you to spend it wif me . . .

Sunday, May 14, 2006

a lesson fer the guys

I found this on my friendster's account. And found to be rather meaningful n true..

A lot of guys don't know, girls can flare their temper on them, but when the girls turn back, they are actually crying.
A lot of guys don't know, girls won't really get angry with them, because they really love and care about them.
A lot of guys dont know. girls will only nag at the guys they love, and will only be stubborn to the guys they love.
Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, she won't even care about you and nag you, she does so cos she is afraid you will do the wrong stuff.
Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, she won't even vent her anger on you, won't act cute infront of you and won't let you dote her because infront of other people,
she is just nothing much.
Guys must know, if the girl don't love you, you won't even have the ability to make her cry, even ifyou cause her to be angry for you for more than 2days.
All these is because she loves you, and all these is because you don't really understand and careabout her.
So, if the both of you often quarrel, you will think she has got bad temper, and she will think youdont give in to her.
So, if the both of you often get into cold war, you will think she dont love you, and she will think you dont care about her.
So, both of you always ridiculously missed each other,
maybe missing each other is a type of saddening helplessness and happiness.
Because she loves you, that is why she vents her anger on you and often cute in front of you.
Because she loves you, that is why she will get angry with you.
And because she loves you, she won't be angrywith you for a long period of time.
Do you guys know, every girl's heart is made of crystals, flashy but easily broken.
Do you guys know, every girl don't build a wallaround herself, you easily land inside her heart andleft wounds when you leave.
Every girl doesn't know, in this world, no one can make her cry,
because the person who is worthy of her tears won't bear to let her cry.
Every girl will possess this personality, she will be bossy, she will be cold to you, she will tell you to go away,
but actually.. in her heart, she wants youto stay..
So please, lift up your ears and open your heart,
listen to her desires and needs in her heart,
but not listen to those stubborn words from her mouth.
She will watch you turn away, then she will turn away
and when she turns away, you won't see her tears,
those are tears in her heart.
So if you love her, please always stay by her side.
If you love her, please dote on her more.
If you love her, please give in more to her.
If you really love her, please listen to her true feelings in her heart,
which is a form of screaming.
Please open your arms and hug her.
In the world of love, both of you always hurt each other, as if only this can prove how much you love each other.
But in love, there is no one who is right or wrong,and no such thinkings of me having more than youor you having less than me.
You love her and she loves you, this is already sufficient,
you don't have to purposely hurt her,causing both of you to be more sad and weak.
What you need in loving each other is being gentle, being happy, being sweet
but not hurting each other.
Don't have cold war, don't be stubborn, not giving into each other,
and please don't leave without saying a word..
You must know, when you leave, you see nothingin your eyes, you don't see the tears in her eyes.
The more quietness, the more cold war, this is hurting each other.
No matter how you patch with her, these scars will always exist, no matter how you try to remove it..
Please give her a hug,
use it to remove the sadness and tears in her heart.
If she loves you, she won't reject your hug,
she will only be afraid of ur coldness and leaving without a word.
So, if you love her,
love her everything so that all those attitude problem will become her cuteness.
She don't need you turning away like she said,
she only need your hug and love..

`Should I follow what my heart says or my mind?

Thursday, May 11, 2006

=( )=

Todae had been a great day. Having yvonne ard doing shopping n stuffs. Thanks alot dear. Thanks fer accompanying me walk ard fer so long n fer tolerating the indecisive me. Reali thanks alot. And nidda apologise to peipei, susu, leen n liyi fer my attitude todae. 'Cause I'm really in a rush. Not that I'm unwilling to shop wif u gurls. I wld love to. But todae, I'm really rushing fer time. So sorry.

Wus almost late fer dental appt. hmms. My dentist lyke can't wait to get rid of me lidat. hmms. My appt ended in lyke less than 10 mins? haha. hmms. then walked hm. 'Cause I'm too broke to take cabby lers. ='(

Hmms. Just went online nt too long ago. Sumone familiar msged me. A sumone whom had been too busy fer me. *shrugs* oh wells. If I say I ain't disturbed by what that sumone said, I'm lying. Haha. And I'm always a bad liar. Sheesh. hmms. Its the same thing that has been bothering me all along. Such a coincidence. Oh wells. What can I do? I can oni take a step at a time n hope fer the better? I'm lost. I need sumone badly. ='(

"I tell you i love you every day for fear that tomorrow isn't another" - quoted frm evan's entry *this is how I feel as well*

Sunday, May 07, 2006

=D

I am a happy girl.

Met up wif my beloved boyfren ysd. After a longlong wait lahs. *hmmphs* Dun lyke waiting. But I dun haf ane choice. *shrugs* Its lyke I only get to meet him once in a blue moon. *sobx* hais. Hmms. oh wells. I enjoyed myself ysd, nevertheless. =D My boyfren is the best-est!! *hugs* But sadly, time always seems to fly when I'm wif him lorhs. Hours just FLEW passed n he had to drive me home again =( If only..I'm on the top of your priority list.. =(

Hmms. The coming week is goin be a short week. 'Cause friday is a holiday! hmms. But I lyke fridays of all the days lorhs. Its a geography day! Duno why lahs. I just love geog. Heex. Hmms. Oh yarhs. I haf yet to shop fer Shan's bday. Uhoh. DIE! Stil duno what to get her. I'm on a tight budget!! haha.

Gona get to my studying lers. Peipei n my boyfren are starting to worry fer my studies. Can't let them down. Oh yarhs.. In case, I dun get to blog fer the next few days.. Just wana say.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIQUAN!! You'll always be my great guyfren. May all your wishes cum true. And I'm sure you'll get the girl of ur dreams soon..

` Time seems to drag whenever you're not by my side . . .

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

sadsadsmiley

Paradoxical title.

I am SICK! =`( *sobx*

The worst thing is, Napfa is TML! How great! I'm going to flunk it bad. I can't jump. I can't reach. I can't sprint well enuff. I can't pullup. *sheesh* My PE teacher's going to kill me lahs. And ther's freaking econs test tml. ESSAY test. How cool! -__-

And what's worse is that, I missing him far too much.. =`(

And here's part of my fav song =)


It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart

Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may, I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing
The smile on your face
Lets me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand
Says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best when you say nothing at all ...

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Post labour day

MY QUACKIEX IS BACK!! I am sosososo happy lahs. alrights. I beta stop showing my gaga-ness over my hellmate. 'cause my beloved boyfren just told me that I sound lesbian-ish. Sobs. How can lidat sae me?!! =((

Life's tiring. I practically lost sleep last night. I din sleep a wink. And right now, my eyes are straining painful. hmms. oh wells. Duno why. Just cldn't get to slp. Perhaps, I am missing him too much? hmms. Hais. Whu asked my boyfren to be so busy?!! argh. *hmmphs*

Anewaes. Todae had geog test. And I actually studied fer it last night. Wahaha. BUT! Ended up my dear handsome geog teacher told me its goin to be an openbook test. How nice! =( All my efforts gone to waste. Lost hope in studying lers. Oh yarhs. I duno whats wrong wif my dumb maths teacher. She just can't teach lahs. Keep on wasting my precious time. Oh my gosh. Now she wana haf maths lessons on saturdae as well. Ther goes my precious weekend. Argh. Haha. I am goin to MUG fer maths and get a B! hmms.. not veri achieveable.. but I'll try ya? But then hors.. World Cup cuming!! Jialat. Think Yvonne's cuming ova to stayover. Heex. Can haf company to watch the matches wif. No longer lonely.=DD

Gona go off n try studying econs. =DD I am a gd gurl. WEE! =DD

`the oni thing I wan fer my birthday is, happiness..